Posted on May 21, 2015
I’ve been feeling really nervous about getting rejected in my relationship lately.
I’m falling even deeper in love with Andrew.
And I wondered, “Is he feeling the same? Could he really love me as much as I love him?”
I asked him last night in bed, as we cuddled with our faces close together…
“I find myself looking at you often and think, wow, I love her…and you know, sometimes when you’re with someone for a long time they become less attractive and just more familiar…but you get more beautiful to me each day & I love you more than ever.”
I’ve been in crush-mode all day with sexy butterflies dancing in my belly.
One of the great sadnesses of my life was that I thought I’d never really get loved.
I didn’t just want a relationship, I wanted the real soulful love.
But I knew I had to start with myself, because when it came to self-love, I was one sick puppy.
And that’s where Tantra came in.
For 12 years now I’ve pursued Tantric wisdom and teachings.
Most people get drawn in by the sexual part (totally valid reason!!)
Somehow I got really into the vision of a rich, dedicated, love-affair with god/self/goddess/consciousness for better or worse that started with myself.
Dedication to that transformed not only my inner reality (from hell to beauty) but also my outer relationships as well (from drama and heartbreak to love)
I believe that Tantric wisdom is so needed to unravel all that misery, and worthlessness and self-rejection we’ve inherited.
In 2015, I think we might finally be ready for it.
First we had a revolutionary Yoga wave.
Is Tantra next??
I believe so…
Find out what this tantric revolution is & what it might mean for you in this weeks Vlog below.
Posted on May 13, 2015
This week I’m gonna be a dominatrix-bitch in the bedroom.
Being a Sex-Goddess isn’t just about looking gorgeous.
It’s about expressing your full range and depth of yourself authentically.
This week I’m shedding my nice & my pretty & I’m gonna demand my desires get fulfilled.
Next week, I might be fully spiritually poetic.
The point is not to limit the true depth of your femininity.
…If I go too long without expressing my sex-goddess archetypes, I feel so much less alive, full and powerful.
But since it’s generally not cool to unleash at work, in the supermarket or at the park…and a woman’s got her needs….
The bedroom is the perfect place.
Sexual energy is like a fire that ignites and allows you to enter different realms of your psyche.
This in turn opens up huge inner wells of creativity and inspiration.
In this week’s Vlog I’ll be sharing with you about the different Sex-Goddess archetypes and how to work with them sexually – whether you’re in a relationship or not.
Posted on April 30, 2015
Energetically, this was a challenging week…
starting with the 100+ character attacks coming from zealots on my youtube channel;
1. I’m super grateful that I’ve embraced my evil, my pathetic-ness and the whore in me with compassion and love.
YAHOOO! I feel blessed to experience acceptance of my full humanity where others have fear.
2. Deep sadness that the teachings of Christ, which I experience to be fundamentally about radical love for oneself, all of humanity, all of creation and the divine can get so twisted.
3. Profound GRATITUDE to live in 2015 in a society where these people do NOT run the show.
500 years ago in Europe – this attitude of persecution of women and magic had real power.
Now: you can be as womanly and powerful and magical as you damn well please!
Ladies, let’s get out there and CELEBRATE this new era of freedom – dance in the street, make love with passion, wear what makes you feel beautiful, experience the ecstasy of life and let’s keep building this movement so that every woman around the world has the blessing of knowing her own freedom and beauty and sexual power.
4. All of their anger helped my video go viral – hahaha!!
Posted on April 15, 2015
A reporter asked me the other day “Do you ever feel pressure to always have great sex since you’re a sex-teacher?”
Yeah, I said.
It doesn’t happen super often, but I have bad sex.
But I’ve made it a practice to celebrate each sexual opportunity so most of the time Andrew and I make love it is an epic experience.
It takes a lot to move from “meh” to “extraordinary.”
I’ve spent a lot of time asking myself, “If we have the capacity to have ultra-gorgeous, super sensual, over the top erotic bliss – why does anyone ever settle for “blah?”
I’m gonna share that with you in today’s video.
So if you want to know what can take your lovemaking (and your life!) from blah to absolutely extraordinary, then watch todays vlog below.
Posted on April 1, 2015
My hair starting falling out in little clumps last week!
At first I freaked out, and then I had a huge revelation.
I’m sharing it with you in this week’s Vlog…
…along with 5 great tools for fully loving your body before it’s too late.
Check it out below.